I have never met you, ivan, but I am sorry for your bad emotion and hope God bring your mother back to life so that she can teach you to be a good person.
>>135643 Please read The Buddhist Concept of Sin and its Purification by Genjun H. Sasaki first.
If you do not know how to use search engines, try read your beloved Quran and I think great Allah is glad to teach you. (I have phoned Allah, and he is now patient to retards so don't be shy, Ivan!)
Note:I fully respect gay like you. And I wish you can be pride for your identity instead of pretend to be a normie, you derserve a better life!