I have no control over my own life. I will never create anything of value, I can't muster up the desire to improve my situation because it just seems too pointless. I'm too cowardly to die at my own hands, but the feeling sometimes is intolerable, some days I wake up disappointed that I'm conscious once again.
I view the world through vision distorted by film grain, or snow, I don't know. Visual acuity in one of my eyes is beginning to degrade, slightly, but noticeably.
I hear the world through ears that never stop ringing, just a constant high pitch whirr, every night before bed and every morning when I wake. I am slowly but surely accumulating more physical ailments, eventually it will be too much for my body to bear, and at that point I'll die, even though I whine, I find that thought intolerable.
After finishing this spiel I feel guilty, I haven't thought of others. If I could be better, if I could contribute or create something, or participate in anything, I could improve other's lives, but I don't. I only cause suffering to those around me, I take but I never give.
>>136847 (OP) Well, you know, I understand you very well. But years ago I came up to the conclusion, that it's not for me to contribute to the World, but for the World to serve ny needs. There will never be anyone like yourself and no one will ever see the World yourself. You are the World, it's center and it's point. It is for them to akwnoledge it a serve you but actually me.
Live by the sword and help to contain The helpless minds of you all Die by my hand in pools of blood Clutch yourself as you fall Mindless tyranny, forgotten victims Children slaughtered in vain Raping the maids, in which they serve Only the words of the Lord
Die by the sword Die by the sword
Satan watches all of us Smiles as some do his bidding Try to escape the grasp of my hand And your life will no longer exist Hear our cry, save us from The Hell in which we live We turn our heads toward the sky And listen for the steel
Die by the sword Die by the sword
Watch as flowers decay On the cryptic life that died The wisdom of the wizards Is only a nurtured lie Black knights of Hell's domain Walk upon the dead Satanas sips upon The blood on which he feeds Hahahahaha
Die by the sword Die by the sword
Belarus - Беларусь
Anonymous 20/10/25 Пнд 04:58:26№136994Ответ
I’ve met several people irl from that country, and it seems pretty chill and welcoming. Recently, they’ve waived visa requirements for us (Colombia). From what I’ve researched, the cost of living is similar to ours and as long as I avoid talking about the gov, be respectful and learn basic Russian, a three-month trip sounds like it could be nice. btw I WFH and have decent savings, so money shouldn’t be an issue—especially if I can find someone willing to rent me an apartment. Any tips?
>>118304 You really thought you could get away with not capitalizing "American"? Buddy, the moment I saw that lowercase "a", I initiated Protocol Stars & Stripes. I reverse-engineered your IP address through seven layers of NATO-compliant fiber optics while reciting the Declaration of Independence backwards. I contacted three different embassy liaisons, a retired Cold War cryptographer, and an Arkansas-based amateur radio club to triangulate your location.
I infiltrated your town's online cheese festival forum and posed as your neighbor’s cousin’s ex. I learned your grandma’s casserole recipe, earned the trust of your childhood dog (still remembers you, by the way), and ghostwrote your 7th grade book report on The Outsiders. Your Spotify Wrapped? I curated that.
And for what? Just to sit across from you, in your dimly lit European apartment, hand you a Chicago-style deep dish pizza, and say, "It's American. Capital 'A'. Show some respect."
Then I vanished, like affordable healthcare in a privatized system. 🇺🇸
>>136264 (OP) USA will cook up or disclose literally anything instead of publishing Epstein list. You could brobably ask for CIA operations declassification right now and get it.
>>136264 (OP) Actually, Russian nation is the second most interested in the UAP theme. We even have our own "MUFON" which is Космопоиск. But our government won't disclose shit, regardless of how much interest we show in it.
>>136580 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pnYTWd0v3U0 That's from old faction intro's to the Vanilla WOW, not a fan made stuff, I know this couse a guy voicing it is a famous voice actor. I found this, there must be more.
Здравствуйте, у меня возник вопрос - как можно переслать посылку из Италии в РФ в текущих условиях? Есть какие хорошие проверенные службы доставки, которые не потеряют посылку на полпути? С меня как всегда
Пы.сы. стоимость доставки роли не играет, лишь бы оно дошло в сохранности
I have a strange hobbi — collect interesting posters or something that, idk what right its calling. I wondering print it on paper and stick on my walls on room but its just dream :c
If you have posters like this, please, post it in my thread. Or, if you too like it, you may take it too.
>>136628 Типа степашки, вы можете в фантазиях представлять как там оно, а на практике охуеете от культурного барьера. Даже если казашка говорит по русски без акцента и грамотно пишет, там на уровне мировоззрения разрыв огромный.
>>136636 Казашки такие же шлюхи в массе. Надо просто нормальных искать, а они везде есть. Более того, среди русских нормальных даже проще найти, плюс учитывайте культурный барьер. Мимо казах>>136628
>>136636 Руснявые бабы белобрысые, с длинными носами и воняют. Они мне от природы не нравятся, калсян. Вообще, из европеоидов у меня только южные отвращения не вызывают
>>136375 the problem with Poland politics is that there's no point for their political ruling class, if they're friendly with Russians
and since civilians are not pro catholic ISIS any more, there's basically no difference between a Russian and a Pole
if anything, we would hate on pope together for pulling the 2nd Vatican congress and shitting all over everything and anything that was good in the Catholicism
bringing Poles closer to Christianity would force papists to review their sinful degenerate ways
but again, since that would just make their political class obsolete, this won't happen in the near future